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[Mar. 29th, 2004|06:18 am] |
This is a song with a message
This is a song with a message
So listen alone so that you may hear
Darling deary your being to steer
Into the incapable fear
It'll take for all you got
And a little more to throw you down
Come with me and you'll see
How much bullshit thats being spit out
Dont listen to their lies
They cant be trusted!
Fuck this country
Ya still cant do what you want to do
For all pieces of shit
That say If you dont like it get out
You dumb ass rednecks should get skull fucked |
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| Tired |
[Mar. 27th, 2004|10:22 pm] |
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I'm tired of being this lonely. I'm tired of her looking right through me. I'm tired of being this weak, insecure, whiney piece of shit that nobody takes seriously. I'm just so fucking tired. |
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| This could be a song in need of HELP or maybe its just a poem |
[Mar. 22nd, 2004|04:04 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Godspeed You Black Emperor | ] |
I'm hanging on
By one last thread
Its getting hard
To tread this water
This is all
Inside my head
The string is getting weak
I can't feel my feet
There's a bottomless pit
Below this thin thread
Not to fall
Is the goal
I'll always come close
But I'll never see
The sun rise
That glorious light
It always eludes me
We'll play this game
Till I die
Todays the day
It all changes
This is it
I've captured
Lady Luck |
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| The Aftermath |
[Mar. 14th, 2004|06:08 pm] |
My feelings for you have yet not died
They remain in a box locked up inside
Its eats away at me since they aren't shared
Inside they'll stay until they rot away
I fell for a false image of yourself
As time goes by I'm still alone
Left with my thoughts locked in a box
I'm rotting away while my feelings stay
Now I lay dying on the floor
Being eaten from the inside out
IT squeezes my lungs until I can't breath |
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| A song in the Works "Teenage Lust" |
[Mar. 11th, 2004|09:58 pm] |
Truth be told I hope you find happi----ness..
..what ever you do
You're not for me and it take a litt-----le time
I feel like an imp out of breath
When I see your face it reminds of that time...
... when I cared
That kiss is burnt into my mem----ory
What am i to do I must carry on....
..though it hurts
Why I feel this way i dont know...
..its so strange
I'm destine to be alone I guess I should forget.....
...about you |
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[Mar. 10th, 2004|04:46 pm] |
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I'm cursed to misinterpret the female race. Damn why couldn't i be cursed with like a speech impediment. That would be sweet. |
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[Mar. 7th, 2004|12:14 pm] |
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Its so funny how ridiculous some people are. I saw this entry ah man it was quite retarded. It made me laugh. hahahaha stupid people. |
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| Stupid People |
[Mar. 5th, 2004|05:20 pm] |
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Well you think she would have figured it out by now. I would like to be her friend but there's nothing to be friendly about. If it were anybody else I think they would have gotten it by now but, no not this one. It would be super if SHE got the point. I'll talk to you when I want to. |
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| Don't ask |
[Mar. 5th, 2004|01:45 pm] |
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It hurts to feel this way. |
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[Mar. 5th, 2004|12:45 am] |
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I hate dumb ass confused girls that don't know what they want but, think their in control of their life and really their not. Who's in the drivers seat you ask the old boyfriend that they loved. It's funny because they don't even know what love is but they think they feel it to-wards another. Stupid is more like it. |
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| achillies heel |
[Feb. 28th, 2004|11:07 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  frustrated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Dashboard Confessional - Terpintine Chaser | ] |
So tonight, I was in Brockton visiting my firned Nick and these like cool "irish punk" skin head types were giving me dirty looks...I was really scared. Then Nick and I went to go see "Days of Yours" play at this dirty little club inside the city, they were good but not extra good,I bought the cd. 0o0o0o0o0oo0oo00o0 guess what?.......Dashboard is coming to Portland, and Thrice is gunnna be there. I was thinking of asking if Jess wanted to go with me.....I swear every time I see her it's like some weird little light turns on the latent happiness inside of me. I want to like , I don't know, write her a really cool song and just burst through the door at Dunkin Donuts, where she works, and sweep her off her feet. It'll never happen though, cuz I'm a looser and I don't think she even likes me, Like maybe she puts up with me because she dosn't want to hurt my feelings or somehting.......
It's gunna be one of "THOSE NIGHTS" my sanity is hers and I have no control (I should put that in a song) |
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| My first entry. |
[Feb. 26th, 2004|06:26 pm] |
This is my first entry. I need this for my mental and personal well being. I'm off to hang out with some friends.
Later. |
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